Nightmares....

It goes without saying that our lives are now a nightmare. But today I wonder 3 years and 3 months later what is going on with the nightmares I encounter while I sleep. They seem to come and go but now are much more vivid and violent. Loved ones being stabbed as well as us chasing after evil people and trying to kill them. However they just seem to never die no matter what method we use to try and defend ourselves. They just keep coming after us as if some cheap horror flick. Perhaps it is because we will never be able to escape the evil that has been brought into our lives and never stop worrying about the safety and well being of the loved ones that are still with us. We know all too well by how our lives are now a constant struggle that we are immune to nothing and life just gets harder as the days, months and years go on. No we don't get over it.....Luv ya My LiL Wheezie ♥